What an emotional holiday this has been.Met some people who I thought I would never see again.
Traveled with,who I thought was strangers,but realize that I knew them way back.
It's funny how things always happen for a reason.You might say it's just a coincidence,but I say its all planned out by fate.
Now,as the holidays near its end,I feel empty again.Not because school is about to start,but because,well,I will be saying goodbye to the friends that are entering the next chapter of their lives. People always say nothing much is gonna change after high school.Well,they're wrong.
As I enter my last year of high school,and friends of mine taking a step closer to the real world,I feel afraid,afraid of the challenge that I someday will face,afraid that time passes too fast,afraid that those who are my friends now,will be nothing but a mere memory in the future.And I don't want that to happen.
After this,everything changes;after this,I don't know how long will we be able to hang out like we used to,have fun like there was no tomorrow,drink just for the pleasure of drinking,or hanging at Coffee Beans or Starbucks just to sit and talk.
I'm not really good with goodbyes.But goodbye still has to be said.Goodbye to our Innocence, goodbye to our Insanity,goodbye to our High School life,goodbye...
Monday, December 21, 2009
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Support PEACE... :)
I guess two in a row rarely happens with me,but then when the creative side takes over,I just can't stop typing.
I created a project with some friends of mine,called PEACE:A step towards PEACE.We wanted to share our opinions and tell the world what is going on and how we can make a difference.We will be posting things related to global issues and a bunch of other stuff.
In short,I hope you guys can contribute to this project by supporting it.I would be deeply gracious if you guys would just take a look,maybe it might change your perspective.As you all know,the world is nearing its end every second we waste.So,do something about it before it's too late.
Thanks
PEACE
Here's the pathway to PEACE
I created a project with some friends of mine,called PEACE:A step towards PEACE.We wanted to share our opinions and tell the world what is going on and how we can make a difference.We will be posting things related to global issues and a bunch of other stuff.
In short,I hope you guys can contribute to this project by supporting it.I would be deeply gracious if you guys would just take a look,maybe it might change your perspective.As you all know,the world is nearing its end every second we waste.So,do something about it before it's too late.
Thanks
PEACE
Here's the pathway to PEACE
Friday, December 11, 2009
Square one
First off...to those who don't know the meaning of square one,it means back to the place where things started...to the origin.
Well you see...as most of you 17 years old would know...by now,SPM is coming to a close...and now a new chapter awaits.It's funny how you don't really know time flies before it has already been wasted,funny really,to know that cherishing every moment in life is important,but yet...we seldom do cherish the things we love most.
It took me years after my moms death to realize how much I really do miss her,and now,regret fills every vein in my body...but the logical side of me dragged me out of my misery by telling me that...instead of mourning for your lost...why not use the time to enjoy life...live the moment...for yourself and your loved ones.
So,with that said.things have been happening as of late.
Recently...I just added another 'brother' to my collection.You see...to those who know about my family background...you'd know that in my case...having lots of brothers and sisters was inevitable...you see...my family has a serious case of 'lotsofkidsandwife' disease...and to add insult to injury(kinda inappropriate,but it will just have to do),I have 3 family...as in...if you want to take blood line,relationship and a bunch of other crap into account...I could call 3 people in this world 'dad'...well you get the idea.
Enough with the family history,what I wanted to say before I was rudely interrupted by the creative side of me,is that one of my 'dad' had a new born.Weird really...the way it happened...I don't mean the sex,and god sakes I don't wanna know...I meant by the way the child was brought into this world and its timeliness.
You see,last week,I went back to Thailand to visit my family,and a member of it was already pregnant,just waiting for the day to make a final visit to the doctor.I went there for a few days,and it started getting kinda bored,so I decided to head back home to Penang.As coincidence goes,the very next morning,I woke up and checked my phone(daily routine I suppose),I had 3 missed calls.I called him back and to my weirdest of surprises...the mom's water broke that very night and the child was born that very morning,2 weeks before the estimated time.
Wierd innit?How the Almighty works.
Another extra info,the newly born is as healthy as a newly born can be.
Into another subject.Due to the SPMs,I was forced to take tuition to boost the chances of me getting a worthy looking results in the most limited time possible.I started getting close to an old school friend of mine(not in that kinda way),we started hanging out and I met up with a few of my primary schoolmates.It was a pleasant feeling.Brings me back to the old days.
And now...as I try to finish what I started(this column),sitting in Starbucks,I realize that,no matter how far we go,no matter what we do in the future,we'd always have the past.And to be honest,having the past might sometimes be painful,but when you look at it from another perspective,you'd find it a wonderful feeling,trust me.
Newly born,old friends,new friends,no matter who they are,as long as they are a part of your life,hold it tight and don't let go,you might not know when 2012 strikes :).
All well ends well,so a goodnight to those sleepy heads and a good morning to those night crawlers like me.
PEACE
Well you see...as most of you 17 years old would know...by now,SPM is coming to a close...and now a new chapter awaits.It's funny how you don't really know time flies before it has already been wasted,funny really,to know that cherishing every moment in life is important,but yet...we seldom do cherish the things we love most.
It took me years after my moms death to realize how much I really do miss her,and now,regret fills every vein in my body...but the logical side of me dragged me out of my misery by telling me that...instead of mourning for your lost...why not use the time to enjoy life...live the moment...for yourself and your loved ones.
So,with that said.things have been happening as of late.
Recently...I just added another 'brother' to my collection.You see...to those who know about my family background...you'd know that in my case...having lots of brothers and sisters was inevitable...you see...my family has a serious case of 'lotsofkidsandwife' disease...and to add insult to injury(kinda inappropriate,but it will just have to do),I have 3 family...as in...if you want to take blood line,relationship and a bunch of other crap into account...I could call 3 people in this world 'dad'...well you get the idea.
Enough with the family history,what I wanted to say before I was rudely interrupted by the creative side of me,is that one of my 'dad' had a new born.Weird really...the way it happened...I don't mean the sex,and god sakes I don't wanna know...I meant by the way the child was brought into this world and its timeliness.
You see,last week,I went back to Thailand to visit my family,and a member of it was already pregnant,just waiting for the day to make a final visit to the doctor.I went there for a few days,and it started getting kinda bored,so I decided to head back home to Penang.As coincidence goes,the very next morning,I woke up and checked my phone(daily routine I suppose),I had 3 missed calls.I called him back and to my weirdest of surprises...the mom's water broke that very night and the child was born that very morning,2 weeks before the estimated time.
Wierd innit?How the Almighty works.
Another extra info,the newly born is as healthy as a newly born can be.
Into another subject.Due to the SPMs,I was forced to take tuition to boost the chances of me getting a worthy looking results in the most limited time possible.I started getting close to an old school friend of mine(not in that kinda way),we started hanging out and I met up with a few of my primary schoolmates.It was a pleasant feeling.Brings me back to the old days.
And now...as I try to finish what I started(this column),sitting in Starbucks,I realize that,no matter how far we go,no matter what we do in the future,we'd always have the past.And to be honest,having the past might sometimes be painful,but when you look at it from another perspective,you'd find it a wonderful feeling,trust me.
Newly born,old friends,new friends,no matter who they are,as long as they are a part of your life,hold it tight and don't let go,you might not know when 2012 strikes :).
All well ends well,so a goodnight to those sleepy heads and a good morning to those night crawlers like me.
PEACE
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Derby of the season!
What a night!What a night!The match between the two Manchester club is truly a match to remember.
I was on the way to my friends house to watch the match,an early kick-off at 8:30,while we were side tracked when me and a couple of friends went buying pizza(dominoes) for our friends.We came up late...when the screen was turned on...the score was 1-0...to my delight.
But,sadly,the goal was canceled out by a City equalizer thanks to a mistake by our goalkeeper.The match was filled with ups and downs.Half time came just at the right time as our team looked to be in danger.
Second half started well for us,we played with our normal grace,pushing our opponents to the limit.
A second goal was inevitable as Fletcher nicked in a nice header pass the keeper.Things were looking up for us until a shock equalizer came from a shocking strike from Bellamy.With ten minutes from time...our man of the match and previous goal scorer headed in what we thought was the winning goal.We were cheering with joy and delight...not too fast.
A dreadful mistake from our mostly reliable defender paid the price when city scored what everyone thought was the equalizing goal.We were near to tears...but we were up for another surprise.Our transfer of the season...Michael Owen...come on as a substitute.,hoping to change the course of the game...and oh boy did he did it.
With virtually seconds left...a glorious pass by Giggs found its way to Owen,and with the chance to become a hero for the reds...he scored the winning goal for our team.Our tears turned into tears of joy as we were jumping up and down in delight,screaming our hearts out as the joy was just so ever sweet.
What a night to remember...this is truly what I believe...the derby of the season...maybe even the Century!
I was on the way to my friends house to watch the match,an early kick-off at 8:30,while we were side tracked when me and a couple of friends went buying pizza(dominoes) for our friends.We came up late...when the screen was turned on...the score was 1-0...to my delight.
But,sadly,the goal was canceled out by a City equalizer thanks to a mistake by our goalkeeper.The match was filled with ups and downs.Half time came just at the right time as our team looked to be in danger.
Second half started well for us,we played with our normal grace,pushing our opponents to the limit.
A second goal was inevitable as Fletcher nicked in a nice header pass the keeper.Things were looking up for us until a shock equalizer came from a shocking strike from Bellamy.With ten minutes from time...our man of the match and previous goal scorer headed in what we thought was the winning goal.We were cheering with joy and delight...not too fast.
A dreadful mistake from our mostly reliable defender paid the price when city scored what everyone thought was the equalizing goal.We were near to tears...but we were up for another surprise.Our transfer of the season...Michael Owen...come on as a substitute.,hoping to change the course of the game...and oh boy did he did it.
With virtually seconds left...a glorious pass by Giggs found its way to Owen,and with the chance to become a hero for the reds...he scored the winning goal for our team.Our tears turned into tears of joy as we were jumping up and down in delight,screaming our hearts out as the joy was just so ever sweet.
What a night to remember...this is truly what I believe...the derby of the season...maybe even the Century!
Friday, September 18, 2009
Good Bye
It's been ages since I last blogged...and in that last blog I said the same thing.
Nothing much has inspired me...I'm not that kinda guy which take pictures of food and blog it on my blog...(no disrespect),but,as of late...things have gotten awkward.
You see,I have this friend,well...she'll be leaving soon...to another school that is.But still,she made a huge impression when I first step in to my school...she was goofy.Looking back...it's been almost 5 years now...the time we spent together...PRICELESS.
This made me wonder...do I have what it takes to coupe with post-highschool life?I mean,I love the way things are right now...I love the laughter we share...I love the things we do together,but,I know things wont last forever...this would all end...it'll end soon...sooner than I wanted.
Few months back...I had a buddy who also left our school...opting for some better education.We threw him a 'surprise' farewell party and parted with him.I can't say I blame him for leaving...cause to be frank...the school was dragging him down.Same goes to this other friend which will be leaving by the end of the month.
To my patient followers(not much)...please do leave your thoughts on life after highschool...like where you'll be heading and what lies before you...and leave a word for our soon to be departed friend (EL).
This blog is posted in memories of our beloved friend Ele...
Nothing much has inspired me...I'm not that kinda guy which take pictures of food and blog it on my blog...(no disrespect),but,as of late...things have gotten awkward.
You see,I have this friend,well...she'll be leaving soon...to another school that is.But still,she made a huge impression when I first step in to my school...she was goofy.Looking back...it's been almost 5 years now...the time we spent together...PRICELESS.
This made me wonder...do I have what it takes to coupe with post-highschool life?I mean,I love the way things are right now...I love the laughter we share...I love the things we do together,but,I know things wont last forever...this would all end...it'll end soon...sooner than I wanted.
Few months back...I had a buddy who also left our school...opting for some better education.We threw him a 'surprise' farewell party and parted with him.I can't say I blame him for leaving...cause to be frank...the school was dragging him down.Same goes to this other friend which will be leaving by the end of the month.
To my patient followers(not much)...please do leave your thoughts on life after highschool...like where you'll be heading and what lies before you...and leave a word for our soon to be departed friend (EL).
This blog is posted in memories of our beloved friend Ele...
Thursday, June 25, 2009
The thoughts that are going through my mind as of now...
I have no idea how long has it been since I last posted...but hey,I'm back,so lets get moving.
The issue of the day is,EMOTION.To all you guys who think you really know me but don't really know me at all,you might think that I'm just this rich brat living an uneventful life,with no worries and all.That's why you don't know me.Only a fair few knows what is going through my mind.Those who have the same life experience as me,they know what it feels like really being ALONE,not the made up shit some people think their going through.NO!I'm alone in this world...say all you want.I have a family which is not mine,I have a dad that does not want to have anything to do with me,and the rest...Ah!THE REST!
Do you know anyone who is never sincere to you unless they want something from you.I feel like that whenever I'm with the very woman that raise me up...not my mom,my grandma.It's frustrating living a life where no one is really sincere to you...a life where you put your all for others and all you get back are rejections after rejections.
No one really know 'this' me.No one ever cared to listen to my desperate attempt for attention.
To be honest.I'm not the ones who whine about little problems in their lives.I'm not saying names but,it pisses me seeing that 'he' has a life that I craved for,and yet,he does not know how to appreciate it.
Every day I go through feels like a year...A long long year.My heart,filled with anger and frustration,drowns in its own tears.Screams of help heard by no one.
What a life.
The issue of the day is,EMOTION.To all you guys who think you really know me but don't really know me at all,you might think that I'm just this rich brat living an uneventful life,with no worries and all.That's why you don't know me.Only a fair few knows what is going through my mind.Those who have the same life experience as me,they know what it feels like really being ALONE,not the made up shit some people think their going through.NO!I'm alone in this world...say all you want.I have a family which is not mine,I have a dad that does not want to have anything to do with me,and the rest...Ah!THE REST!
Do you know anyone who is never sincere to you unless they want something from you.I feel like that whenever I'm with the very woman that raise me up...not my mom,my grandma.It's frustrating living a life where no one is really sincere to you...a life where you put your all for others and all you get back are rejections after rejections.
No one really know 'this' me.No one ever cared to listen to my desperate attempt for attention.
To be honest.I'm not the ones who whine about little problems in their lives.I'm not saying names but,it pisses me seeing that 'he' has a life that I craved for,and yet,he does not know how to appreciate it.
Every day I go through feels like a year...A long long year.My heart,filled with anger and frustration,drowns in its own tears.Screams of help heard by no one.
What a life.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
The Road to Bukit Jalil Stadium!
I know,the title sounds a bit weird,but hey...that's what it is.
I'm on my way to Manchester United's Asian Tour at Bukit Jalil Stadium this coming July!
I got my tickets yesterday from the nike store in QBM including a training session pass...SWEET!
To all Manchester United fans,get your tickets now or you'll regret.The match is on July the 18th,so be there,cause I know I will...XD.
This coming Wednesday(27th of May) will be a night to remember.Two colossus going head to head for European glory and their name on the prestigious trophy.That's right,the UEFA Champions League Final Between our beloved Manchester United and the team that has excelled so well this season--Barcelona.
I know it's the exams and everything,but true football fans,not just United and Barca fans should surely not miss out on this thrilling finale.
Here's a glance of what the tickets and passes look like...enjoy:)
I'm on my way to Manchester United's Asian Tour at Bukit Jalil Stadium this coming July!
I got my tickets yesterday from the nike store in QBM including a training session pass...SWEET!
To all Manchester United fans,get your tickets now or you'll regret.The match is on July the 18th,so be there,cause I know I will...XD.
This coming Wednesday(27th of May) will be a night to remember.Two colossus going head to head for European glory and their name on the prestigious trophy.That's right,the UEFA Champions League Final Between our beloved Manchester United and the team that has excelled so well this season--Barcelona.
I know it's the exams and everything,but true football fans,not just United and Barca fans should surely not miss out on this thrilling finale.
Here's a glance of what the tickets and passes look like...enjoy:)
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