Its been a while since I stopped by,in fact,a really long while.Nothing much to say,just like there's nothing much to do other than those little bits and bobs.
Life is...complicated as always,I'm accustomed to it by now.The irony in life shows no boundaries, one minute you're up up and away,the other,the sky comes crashing down,crushing your very beliefs.
That's not to say life isn't much fun,life IS fun,for the time being that is.
Lots if things that need to be done still undone,my task beforehand is piling up bit by bit.Like a ticking time bomb,my anger starts to show when frustration runs through my vein every time I face a predicament.
Is there always a right and wrong?Does the gray area exist?
Right,is not what I'm doing right now,but yet,my heart tells me that wrong is not the answer.So, what gives?Is my life gray?or is it just me pulling tricks on my mind?
Play with fire and you'll get burned.I AM THE FIRE.
Should I continue this path that I'm heading or should I bring an end to all these agonies and ironies?Questions,questions,my heart aches the same way it ached every time I ask myself why.
Will there be an answer?Or will my prayers be unheard?Only HE knows.
Monday, March 1, 2010
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Past , Present , Future
As the new year started strolling,strolling towards another year of bumpy ride and social dilemma and emotional entanglement,a strong feeling inside me urges me to look back at the past year.
I wondered,what was there worth being looked back at? My studies? My ever-so complicated love life? My financial woes?Well,let's stop here for a second.
Regarding studies,as I look at my past years result,I can't help but to notice some odd development curve occurring.What I did really good at the start of the year,I failed miserably by the end of it; and what I failed miserably at the start of the year,I did quite well.Odd really.
As to love life.Well,close friends would know why the word complicated is used.But then again,the complication of the word is too complicated for the not-so complex mind of our youths these days to understand its full meaning,thus leading to the assumption of the word complicated roughly translates to the meaning(me not having a mate and yet still having a girl),which is part right but mostly wrong.
Sorry guys for the long-winded paragraph,but my hands were feeling kinda itchy.
Last but certainly not least.As we head closer to the stage where financial issues are becoming more of a problem than just a handicap some not so fortunate people have to worry about,I too am facing some financial difficulties.I hear people laughing.But it's true,money is hard to come by,and money that satisfies you is even harder to possess.
As my Cold Play CD is playing its last few songs,my leg beating to the beat of song,my thoughts are on the future that lies ahead of us.
Some sort of new year resolution had to be done.As to if I will achieve all my goals,that is another problem.
Here are my new year resolution,hopefully some of you will start a new year resolution of your own as well.
Top Priority:Get my studies done and get well prepared for the final battle that is the UEC.
2.Being more socially active(not that I'm inactive or anything,it's just that I'm greedy when it comes to making friends.)
3.Step up to the stage,develop my guts and speaking potential.
4.Improve my English writing.
Well,I guess that's it for now,as the music is getting to me...outta control right now.
P.S.New Years eve was awesome,hanged out with some dudes and dude-ets,was rocking like there was no tomorrow.
I wondered,what was there worth being looked back at? My studies? My ever-so complicated love life? My financial woes?Well,let's stop here for a second.
Regarding studies,as I look at my past years result,I can't help but to notice some odd development curve occurring.What I did really good at the start of the year,I failed miserably by the end of it; and what I failed miserably at the start of the year,I did quite well.Odd really.
As to love life.Well,close friends would know why the word complicated is used.But then again,the complication of the word is too complicated for the not-so complex mind of our youths these days to understand its full meaning,thus leading to the assumption of the word complicated roughly translates to the meaning(me not having a mate and yet still having a girl),which is part right but mostly wrong.
Sorry guys for the long-winded paragraph,but my hands were feeling kinda itchy.
Last but certainly not least.As we head closer to the stage where financial issues are becoming more of a problem than just a handicap some not so fortunate people have to worry about,I too am facing some financial difficulties.I hear people laughing.But it's true,money is hard to come by,and money that satisfies you is even harder to possess.
As my Cold Play CD is playing its last few songs,my leg beating to the beat of song,my thoughts are on the future that lies ahead of us.
Some sort of new year resolution had to be done.As to if I will achieve all my goals,that is another problem.
Here are my new year resolution,hopefully some of you will start a new year resolution of your own as well.
Top Priority:Get my studies done and get well prepared for the final battle that is the UEC.
2.Being more socially active(not that I'm inactive or anything,it's just that I'm greedy when it comes to making friends.)
3.Step up to the stage,develop my guts and speaking potential.
4.Improve my English writing.
Well,I guess that's it for now,as the music is getting to me...outta control right now.
P.S.New Years eve was awesome,hanged out with some dudes and dude-ets,was rocking like there was no tomorrow.
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