I have no idea how long has it been since I last posted...but hey,I'm back,so lets get moving.
The issue of the day is,EMOTION.To all you guys who think you really know me but don't really know me at all,you might think that I'm just this rich brat living an uneventful life,with no worries and all.That's why you don't know me.Only a fair few knows what is going through my mind.Those who have the same life experience as me,they know what it feels like really being ALONE,not the made up shit some people think their going through.NO!I'm alone in this world...say all you want.I have a family which is not mine,I have a dad that does not want to have anything to do with me,and the rest...Ah!THE REST!
Do you know anyone who is never sincere to you unless they want something from you.I feel like that whenever I'm with the very woman that raise me up...not my mom,my grandma.It's frustrating living a life where no one is really sincere to you...a life where you put your all for others and all you get back are rejections after rejections.
No one really know 'this' me.No one ever cared to listen to my desperate attempt for attention.
To be honest.I'm not the ones who whine about little problems in their lives.I'm not saying names but,it pisses me seeing that 'he' has a life that I craved for,and yet,he does not know how to appreciate it.
Every day I go through feels like a year...A long long year.My heart,filled with anger and frustration,drowns in its own tears.Screams of help heard by no one.
What a life.
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3 comments:
哈哈
你的英文有点深，后面有些地方我不明白~
但前面我明白的，想给你些留言~
你还有我们啊~
其实哦，你uncle他们对你蛮好的不是吗？
他们还是你家人阿~
不要觉得自己孤单~
真的，这世界上觉得自己孤单的人最可怜了~
要对人生充满希望~
I can know, and even understand how exactly you felt.
But you should be still aware that you actually have friends with you, although they couldn't stay everyday with you, but at least they're still ypur friends.
I really don't know how to confort you, but anyway, I'm happy to hear from you.
Stay cheered.
*hugs*
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